Thursday, December 30

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

I know, 
I know.
I just now read the 6th book.
It has been sitting on my shelf, unopened, since it came out.
But I haven't had sufficient time to dedicate.

Until now : )

Thankfully, I hadn't seen the movie either; so the book was a total surprise!
Comments:  Good, SO good.
It's Harry Potter, 
what more can I say?

Tuesday, December 28

A Christmas Post

‘Twas the morn’ after Christmas and all through the halls
Not a creature was stirring, not even the dog.
The clothes were unpacked from their luggage with care,
Waiting for a week full of fun, and play fair.


The family was sleeping all warm in their beds
While memories of Christmas day danced in their heads.
And I in my new pajamas, gray pink and black,
Had just arisen from a nice nightly nap.


When in the next room there arose such a clatter
I sprang from my bed to see what was the matter
“We may not be able to attend church today,
I’ve called the branch President; we’ll see what they say.”


Out the window we saw all the new fallen snow;
A rare occurrence for Alabama, my home sweet home.
The road conditions were potentially rough,
But that branch at the lake sure needed our love.
With 30 minutes to spare, we showered and dressed quick,
Then headed off to Jasper, “Let’s hope it’s not slick.”



Much smaller than usual, the numbers that came
All nineteen attendees, my visiting family knew by name.
With the presidency and speakers all up on the stand,
The remaining congregation I could count on one hand.


The meeting began, President welcomed us all,
He thanked us for coming despite the snow fall.
After introducing the program and family to speak,
The first little boy stood up on his feet.


He turned his small head and looked at his mother;
When a giggle arose, he whispered “shut up” to his brother.
After his father rendered a short attitude check,
We watched as his nerves quickly turned to a speck.


The testimony born by this small southern boy
Was on Jesus Christ and Christmas, on happiness and joy.
When he concluded his talk, the spirit filled the room
And the other two children peacefully read Luke 2.


They, too, bore their testimonies on the Savior and his love
On the gift of eternal life, and our Father above.
The mother spoke on Mary, her loyalty and confidence;
The father, blessings and promises of the Atonement.


The spirit was strong the whole meeting through            
And confirmed in our hearts the truths we all knew.
The meeting concluded as one last hymn was sung.
Though choppy and pitchy, it sound like bells rung.


We said our goodbyes, gave hugs, and shook hands;
Many asked how school was, what was in my plans.
Auburn football was mentioned, that fact is true;
But who wouldn’t mention the great orange and blue?
Our friends, the Holly’s - an appropriate name,
Agreed that Cam Newton deserves his fame.



Through the windows we watched as the white hills rolled by;
We laughed and we talked and enjoyed the long drive
Home from another wonderful sacrament meeting.
We offered support that they’d greatly been needing.
 
The true spirit of Christmas is one we cannot see.
It is something we feel when we try to be as He.
It’s service and charity and love for one another
When we treat all around us as sister or brother.

It’s being thankful for the blessings we have in our lives;
The people, the talents, the opportunities, the re-tries.
The true spirit of Christmas should be had through the year
Merry Christmas to all, let’s spread the good cheer : )


Monday, December 20

a break

thank goodness for Christmas break.
I can spend my time doing service 
bonding with my amazing family
reading books for fun
and just enjoying myself.

I have no obligations
no check lists

it is the greatest feeling in the world. 

Friday, December 17

all the more rewarding

my TA just personally texted me, thanking me for "being able to write a cohesive paper"...
after inquiring as to which paper he was referring to, he responded,

"Well they were all really good. And at a certain point I just stopped making comments...
 but good work! And excellent job in your scene btw."

yeah,
 you know that FABULOUS scene where I made audience members cry; 
and the actors in the next show cry 
to the point that they could not perform their best 
because they were so overwhelmed with what we had presented?
THAT scene.  
The Braves.

It's moments like this that make hard work all the more rewarding.

photo via papertissue

well that was not in the plans.

Finals were almost done, 
I was flying home for a REAL break,
life was good

then my program takes forever
we get stuck in horrible traffic
a semi rolled over on I-15 hitting two other cars and blocking all 6 lanes
and we missed our flight.

option 1: 
fly to Dallas, stay the night
then continue to Birmingham tomorrow.

option 2:
stay in SLC tonight
take a red eye flight in the a.m.
and then, after a 5 hour layover in Dallas,
fly on home.

So, we're here in SLC 
my extremely generous friend offered his home.
and tomorrow we will arrive at the airport early early to head home.

lesson's learned:
be patient.
everything happens for a reason. 

at least now I have TONS of time to finish my program.
the awful program that just doesn't want to seem to work.

Patience, Ali.  Patience.
It's Christmas break : )


Wednesday, December 15

winter wonderland

It snowed.
on my last day of finals.
Hopefully this means things will go smoothly : )

the end is in sight

 
One final left to go. 

Monday, December 13

Christmas music


I added Christmas music : )
and for those of you who do not like music on blogs, 
don't worry;
It doesn't start automatically.


Sunday, December 12

yeah buddy.

Cam Newton - Heisman Trophy winner 2010
Watch out Oregon 
13-0 
War Eagle : )

Always have been and always will be an Auburn fan.  My parents met while attending Auburn University.  It was by crazy odds that my mother came south for school,  and even crazier odds that my father was able to continue school b/c of financial matters.  After graduation, they married; my dad became active again, and my mother later joined the church.  I doubt my parents would have ever met were it not for Auburn University. Technically speaking - I and my siblings are here because of Auburn University.  It is an amazing school, a beautiful campus, and I love it SO MUCH.
War Eagle.

180

I love my ward : )
we had a Christmas party last night.
The evening began with pictures with Santa Clause.
Followed by a DELICIOUS meal.
Then members of the ward presented a narrated musical program
including a string quartet, vocal performances, and a duet from myself and Mark.
Following the musical program, we had a ward sing-a-long!

it was wonderful.
My bishop is the greatest.
My ward is the greatest.

here are some of my friends : )

KELLY!
Laura! *roomate*
Josh!
Liz and Eddie!
Ben!
Paige!
Mark!
Jake! (L) and Abraham! (R)
Jace!

Don'cha just love my friends?
I do : )





Friday, December 10

I just love


THIS:
our photographer Trisha Zemp : )
For the original event post, 
and more amazing pictures,
click here!

I spy


Image from ECEn 191 lecture notes from class today

I spy with my little eye... 
my name! 
TWICE!
AND with the capitalization I use : ) 

You happen to be looking at a circuit board.
This circuit board in real life is probably 4" x 4.5", and only millimeters thick.
Those small rectangles with ALi on them are little things called integrated circuits. 
This small circuit board, but more specifically the integrated circuits, 
make up the entire computer.
That's it.
Monitors, keyboards, etc are just input/output devices to allow the user to interact with the computer. 
The circuit board stores all the information, runs all the programs, and makes the entire system function. 

The integrated circuit field is a very large field.
Their focus over the past 50 years or so has been making everything smaller.
iPods, laptops, cellphones, etc.
EVERYTHING is smaller and more compact because of 
the improvement of integrated circuits.

This is the field that has really caught my interest.
The research they are doing right now is SO cool
and I would LOVE to have the opportunity to work on it.
I find it ironic that my name is displayed on the product that I want to design and further improve : )

Thursday, December 9

do you remember?

that time we hitch-hiked to Waimea, nearly a dozen of us in the back of a truck...

or the time we had photo shoots with breakfast foods and froot loops... I could not get the smell of milk out of my clothes for weeks...

What about the time we took a vespa tour around the south eastern side of the island, ate nutella and peanut butter sandwiches on a cliff overlooking the ocean, and hiked to the top of the lighthouse - only to find it was fenced in... so we climbed the fence...

Remember when we painted easter eggs to look like ourselves,

and ESPECIALLY that night we raised our elbows high : )

Remember when we watched the Sunday morning session of conference at 6 AM,

or that awesome Valentines day when we made a movie?

or better yet, the Christmas movie! creeping on the rocks, dancing with Santa in the Aloha Center, smelling the poinsettias, or kissing the toy soldiers

Do you remember the trips to the Cheesecake Factory, giving Gandalf as our name

Spicy cats... oh those spicy cats....

I remember going to the lovely Laie theatre to watch New Moon, Invictus, Diary of a Wimpy Kid and so many more..

I remember playing with the amazing Norton boys, Lincoln asked me to marry him : )

do you remember chasing the rat around Trisha's room?

or watching Keith,
what a horrible excuse for a movie....

I miss those days.

I miss you guys.

Somebody better get married soon so we can have our crazy bachelorette parties : )

Photo from Trisha Zemp

Wednesday, December 8

2 Nephi 32

Find the entire chapter here 

4 Wherefore, now after I have spoken these words, if ye cannot understand them it will be because ye ask not, neither do ye knock; wherefore, ye are not brought into the light, but must perish in the dark.

5 For behold, again I say unto you that if ye will enter in by the way, and receive the Holy Ghost, it will show unto you all things what ye should do.

8 And now, my beloved brethren, I perceive that ye ponder still in your hearts; and it grieveth me that I must speak concerning this thing. For if ye would hearken unto the Spirit which teacheth a man to pray, ye would know that ye must pray; for the devilspirit teacheth not a man to pray, but teacheth him that he must not pray.

9 But behold, I say unto you that ye must pray always, and not faint; that ye must not perform any thing unto the Lord save in the first place ye shall pray unto the Father in the name of Christ, that he will consecrate thy performance unto thee, that thy performance may be for the welfare of thy soul.


Tuesday, December 7

refocusing

Tonight I refocused. 
I read a few talks.

Elder M. Russell Ballard, April 1995, "Answers to Life's Questions"

“We cannot keep all the commandments without first knowing them, and we cannot expect to know all, or more than we now know unless we comply with or keep those we have already received” (Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith, p. 256).

Elder Russel M. Nelson, October 2008 session, "Celestial Marriage"

"Wise shoppers study their options thoroughly before they make a selection. They focus primarily on the quality and durability of a desired product. They want the very best. In contrast, some shoppers look for bargains, and others may splurge, only to learn later—much to their dismay—that their choice did not endure well. And sadly, there are those rare individuals who cast aside their personal integrity and steal what they want. We call them shoplifters.
"The patterns of the shopper may be applied to the topic of marriage. A couple in love can choose a marriage of the highest quality or a lesser type that will not endure. Or they can choose neither and brazenly steal what they want as “marital shoplifters.”

These are both very good talks.  I love GC and all the leaders of this church. They always know just what I need. 


Monday, December 6

Norah Jones

I woke up today 
after hitting snooze once every five minutes



for an hour and a half. 

It was raining outside. 
The sky was gray.
I worked on a paper. 
Walked to school.
Jeans, Sperry's, a big baggy t-shirt, and zip up hoodie.
 Struggled through math
trying to visualize multi-dimensional eigenvectors
not succeeding.
and all the while, 
my roommate's music is playing in my head. 
The perfect post-breakup movie music.


You know in movies, 
after some big breakup happens
or an adventure ends
and everyone goes their separate ways
back to their normal lives;
When they try to go back to life without that person.
And that sad, mellow, music plays 
as you watch the video montage.
You see their sadness and just want to scream at the television
"you're both miserable, just go get her!"
But of course it just keeps going on

That's how my day has felt today. 
Sad
Unfeeling
Swallowed by that perfect, mellow, post-breakup movie music. 

Sunday, December 5

and this is why I build walls.

So I can hide.
So no one can see the hurt.
So I can cry all by myself.
So I can hate myself for cracking open the gate. 
So I can scream at you and no one will ask why.
So no one will ask what's wrong.
So no one will know 
but me.

So I can look myself in the eye
and laugh.
Laugh that I even dreamed it possible.
That things could actually change for me.
Laugh because once again, 
I fooled myself into thinking the past was over,
that a new chapter had begun
and things might actually look brighter. 
But of course, 
Its not. 
And thats why I laugh. 

And no one can hear me.
Because my walls are insulated.
and surrounded by miles and miles of forest.
And another wall surrounds that.
No one comes near me. 
No one bothers me. 
No one cares.

And that's the way I like it.

Saturday, December 4

for those of you who missed it.

The Braves  - by Caitlin Meyer
You really missed out if you didn't get to see it.
It was an amazing performance
(or so I've been told... I was on stage...)
and apparently I made people cry!

I am sad that it is over.
Go Team Dewey. 

Wednesday, December 1

much needed

Lani had a nice day at the spa.
After all the road salt from traveling, 
a car wash was definitely on today's agenda.
: )

Monday, November 29

Live Like You Believe



You have felt the warmth of the fire
You have seen a glimmer of light
Its someing that you have been missing inside
Something that you have been longing to fing
Hold on to the yearning
And wherever you are on your journey

Chorus
Live like you believe
Live like you know
It's one sure way
Your faith will grow
Listen to your heart
Search in your soul
And you'll find
The strength that you need
His light, the gift of His peace
When you live like you believe


There are things you'll have to let go
And you might feel, you're just hanging on
When you find yourself alone and afraid
Questioning all the choices you've made
Hold on the burning
He's leading you on thru the journey
Repeat Chorus




Hold on to the yearning

And wherever you are on the journey
Repeat Chorus


Jenny Phillips
photos via papertissue

Sunday, November 28

Walls

I put up walls.
I avoid letting anyone near me
or see my emotions.
Because of situations growing up,
I've found it best to keep to myself.
I remain detached from any emotion.
That has been the best way to avoid disappointment;
to avoid hurt.

There has been one flaw in this plan.
If I allow one crack,
the entire wall comes crumbling down
and my emotions take over.
I never know the cause.

It hurts terribly.
And I don't like it.

....

Friday, November 26

Thanksgiving


Its been a wonderful Thanksgiving break thus far : )
I am so grateful to my wonderful friends 
who make every day brighter. 
I am thankful for my family, 
for their constant love and support;
for their encouragement to push through when times are tough;
for their faith in me.
I am thankful for their hard work
and dedication to the Lord, 
and am so blessed to have them.
I am eternally grateful to my Heavenly Father,
he has given me more than I could ever ask for, 
and loves me unconditionally
even when I do not show that love in return.
I love him with all my heart.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, 
and thank you. 

Thursday, November 25

a day below zero

snowmobiling in the mountains
30 below
lets just say we froze
but it was awesome