Showing posts with label testimony. Show all posts
Showing posts with label testimony. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 4

Fog

Last weekend the most incredible fog set in over Zurich. 
It was impossible to see more than 30 feet in front of you. 
The fog, while initially intriguing, was suffocating. 
Fortunately, a day later the fog completely dissipated. 
As I stood taking this picture Sunday after church, 
I thought about metaphorical fog. 

Fog can take many forms - 
sin, indifference, laziness 
- but it's debilitating effects are the same. 

The fog creeps in and before you realize it, 
your view is gone.
You have forgotten your purpose. 
You can no longer see the finish line, 
so you give up.  

I know with every fiber of my being that there is a God.  
He is our Heavenly Father. 
 He has a plan for you, and you can make it to the finish line. 
He will guide you. 
He will lift the fog so you can see. 
He will heal you. 

All you have to do is hold to the rod. 
Hold fast to the Gospel of Jesus Christ, 
strive to live as He lived, 
work every day to be better than the last, 
and He will pour out his blessings upon you. 

Saturday, July 27

We are Beloved Spirit Daughters of God

THE RELIEF SOCIETY OF
THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LATTER-DAY SAINTS

are beloved spirit daughters of God,
and our lives have meaning, purpose, and direction.
As a worldwide sisterhood, we are united in our devotion
to Jesus Christ, our Savior and Exemplar.
We are women of faith, virtue, vision, and charity who:
Increase our testimonies of Jesus Christ
through prayer and scripture study.
Seek spiritual strength by following the
promptings of the Holy Ghost.
Dedicate ourselves to strengthening
marriages, families, and homes.
Find nobility in motherhood
and joy in womanhood.
Delight in service and good works.
Love life and learning.
Stand for truth and righteousness.
Sustain the priesthood
as the authority of God on earth.
Rejoice in the blessings of the temple,
understand our divine destiny,
and strive for exaltation.

Heirs to His Kingdom


Last weekend, Stephen and I traveled to Northern Utah to visit the Logan, Brigham City, and Bountiful LDS temples.  As we sat in the Celestial rooms at each of these temples, I was overwhelmed with a sense of majesty and grandeur.  The exquisite crown molding down to the tiniest piece of crystal on each magnificent chandelier made my heart melt.   Stephen and I saw half a dozen impressive castles while in Europe a little over a month ago, but none of them compared to the beauty and majesty of these temples.  Temples are the house of the Lord on the Earth, His "home away from home."  We, as His children have the opportunity to inherit ALL that He has.  Every single piece of it.  Can you imagine?  If these temples are His Earthly homes, can you even imagine what His heavenly home must be like?  He is the greatest being in all existence, far greater than any Earthly king.  His kingdom is glorious because there are no peasants, only royalty.  Every single person on this Earth can be an heir to His kingdom.  If we obey His commandments and do as He has requested, we will be given this most precious gift.  Can you even imagine?

It was said in church once that,
"It's either true or it's the greatest fairytale that's ever existed.  Well, I quite think it's both."
And I agree.  Knowledge of the restored Gospel of Jesus Christ and our living Heavenly Father are the greatest truths in all existence.  They are pivotal in understanding our purpose here on this Earth, and our potential for the eternities.  I am so blessed to have this knowledge and the opportunity to learn and grow every day.  I want to share my testimony with every person I come in contact with for I truly believe with all my heart that this Gospel is true, and we, as children of a loving and perfect Heavenly Father, are given all the tools necessary to inherit all that he has.

I am so grateful for this knowledge, this gospel, the Savior's atonement, and The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. My life would be incomplete without it.

Tuesday, April 23

Mountains to Climb

This school year has been one of the most difficult times in my entire life. 
While this time has made me question myself, 
a few things I now know more certainly than ever.

1. Trials make us stronger.

2.  The Lord has perfect timing.  

3.  I am married to the most wonderful man in the entire world.

4.  The temple can bring you more peace than any other place on Earth.

5.  Daily personal prayer and scripture study are a key to happiness.


My trial is not over by any means.  Right now the only benefit I've received is several answers to the classic interview question, "Have you ever failed at anything?"  I do know that eventually I will overcome this trial, and I will be stronger for doing so. 

The Lord knew what lay ahead of me this year.  He placed Stephen in my life so I would have someone to lean on through these tough times.  My marriage has not encumbered my trial, it has lightened the inevitable.  I am so grateful for the Lord's timing in giving me Stephen.  I am more grateful to Stephen for being the best support, study buddy, friend, inspiration and example I could ever dream of.  He is my rock, and I would not have made it through this year without him.

Stephen and I made a goal to attend the temple weekly.  I can truthfully say that since we have been married, we have missed less weeks than I have fingers on my right hand.  Even when we didn't think there was time in the world, we went.  Those precious hours in the temple were a source of peace and strength to me. 

Most nights, when all I wanted to do was crawl into bed and sleep for the few hours I had left, I got on my knees and said my prayers instead.  We would read scriptures and talk about what could be learned from our readings.  To be honest, there were not many days where I saw a direct correlation between what I read or prayed for and the answers I received.  But this I do know, the spirit has been with me each and every day.  And if there is one thing I have succeeded in this year, it is reading my scriptures and saying my prayers daily, for the first time in my life.


Trials are hard. 
I pray everyday that I will see the purpose in mine 
and be able to overcome it.  
I am grateful that the Lord has blessed me
with my family, 
Stephen, 
and this incredible gospel.
They have brought me closer
to my Heavenly Father, 
who loves me with all his heart
and is preparing me to be the best I can be. 


"The Lord shall fight for you and ye shall hold your peace."
- Exodus 14:14


Friday, November 30

"You keep your chin up. It will be all right in the end."

If the Lord gives us challenges so that we can be stronger,
at this point I should win an Iron Man competition.

Except I don't feel that way. 

In these moments of weakness, when the Lord asks you to muster up the strength to keep trying,  Satan works even harder to make you feel inadequate.

It is in these moments that you have to somehow step back and remind yourself what an incredible person you are.  You are talented, smart, beautiful, very much needed and very much loved.  If you can't see those things right now, at least remember YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD.  He loves you with all of His being, and only wants to see you succeed and be happy. 

He wants you to come home to Him, but you must first be challenged.  You must be made perfect through trials.  He gave you a way to be made perfect again, through the Atonement, the sacrifice of his son, Jesus Christ. He will not give you a challenge you cannot overcome with his help. 

He knows YOU, better than you know yourself.  He knows your hidden strengths.  What you may think is a weakness can become a strength.

Do all that you can.  Ask for his help - HE WANTS TO.


Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don’t you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don’t give up though the pace seems slow–
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor’s cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out–
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit–
It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit.
–Lawrence J. Wilcox (1940-2010), Ottawa ON

Monday, August 15

Looking for Something

Tonight while eating dinner with the sister missionaries at the Peterson's,
Ashley shared a thought that I really liked.
So I'm re-sharing it.

Do you ever notice when you're looking to buy something, you see it everywhere?
Say you're looking into buying a red Jeep;
you start to see red Jeeps all over the place.
It's not that there actually are more red Jeeps, you are simply more aware and notice them more easily.

The same is true with the Godhead;  our Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost.
When we are looking to invest in a relationship and seek them out,
we become more aware of their existence in our lives.
We see their workings all over the place.
We more easily recognize the promptings of the Holy Ghost,
we see the Lord's hand in our everyday life,
and we notice the blessings that come each and every day. 

I am so grateful for the Gospel. For the blessing it has been in my life, and the happiness that it brings to so many others.  I was able to attend a convert baptism today of a girl only a year younger than me.  Even though I don't know her at all, I was so touched by her spirit and glowing countenance. I am so happy for her.  I know she has begun a loving relationship with her Heavenly Father, has felt the promptings of the Holy Ghost, and knows and appreciates the sacrifice that our brother Jesus Christ made for us.  I am so excited for the life that is before her, for the outpouring of blessings that will come from her choice to be baptized.  This Gospel is true.  I know it in my heart.  I see the joy and happiness that comes from the knowledge of its truthfulness. I personally feel that joy and happiness every day.  I am so grateful for the blessing that this knowledge has been in my life;  I would not be who I am today without it.

Wednesday, March 9

Red Flags of Pride

SO, I'm in an LDS Marriage and Family class
SUCH A GOOD CLASS 

In one of our recent lectures, we talked about overcoming the natural man.  At a BYU devotional, Kim B. Clark, President of BYU-Idaho, asked the following questions:  

1. Do you find yourself critiquing the talks in sacrament meeting?

2. Are you critical of others? Do you look down on others? Do you scorn or ridicule them?

3. When adversity strikes, do you hear a voice inside that says, “Why me?

4. Do you react to prophetic counsel by ignoring it, being upset by it, or interpreting it to suit your own desires?

5. When you do something good, do you hear a voice inside congratulating yourself?

6. Do you feel self-gratification and a sense of importance in your knowledge and skill?

7. If someone you know receives something good, do you hear a voice inside saying, “What about me?”

8. Do you find ways to let others know of your success without appearing to boast?

9. If someone corrects a mistake you made, do you feel defensive and resentful?

10. When someone does something that creates inconvenience for you, do you feel annoyed?


“I could go on. There are many, many red flags of pride. Brothers and sisters, I did not get this list from a book. I have firsthand experience with the questions I have asked you, and I know that if you and I ever feel any of them or hear any of them in our minds, we need to recognize them for what they are—the echoes of the Great Lie, the beginning of a call to enmity with our Heavenly Father and the Lord Jesus Christ” (Kim B. Clark, “Are Ye Stripped of Pride, BYU Speeches, 29 September 2009, 4-5).


This was an especially good lecture.  How many of those things do I, myself, do?  It is so important to remember why we are here, and who we are here for.  Not ourselves, for Heavenly Father.  We are here to prove ourselves worthy to enter into his kingdom.  How can we even come close if we are still prideful?  It is not our place to judge.

 I'm rambling now, but this is a seriously good talk.  You should check it out here


Monday, February 21

Mormon Messages { Our True Identity }


I love President Uchdorf's comments.
They are so true, but often so easy to forget. 

I constantly have to remind myself of these words.
Who I am and why I am here. 
I have read my PB more in the past month than all of last year.
Though I often get discouraged about things, 
I know He has a plan for me.  
I know that He loves me unconditionally.
If I do my absolute best, 
He will not let me fail.
Our God is an INCREDIBLE being.
He has infinite love for us individually.
He knows us better than we even know ourselves.
We must trust in his plan, 
go and do with faith,
and stand right back up when we fall. 
He will be there with us every step of the way.
He wants us to come home. 
He wants to embrace us, 
to say well done.

Don't forget where you came from, 
why you are here, 
and what you have a chance to return to.

Tuesday, February 1

a journal entry for New Testament...

Matthew 16

I really enjoy Matthew chapter 16, especially the second half. Christ says to the Apostles, “But whom say ye that I am?” He knows what the world thinks about him, but he wants to know what his followers think. Who is Jesus Christ to them. Who is Jesus Christ to me? Do I fully understand who he is for me personally? Do I take the time every day to strengthen that relationship that should be supreme? Jesus Christ is my SAVIOR. He gave his life for ME. He took upon him every sin and pain that I will ever create or feel so that I do not have to. He knows me better than I know myself. He is the ultimate friend. He is my older brother. I am ashamed at the little amount of time I spend devoted to him, thanking him for everything he has provided for me and supported me with. How can I be so ungracious? How do I not see the magnitude of his compassion every single moment of my life? He has infinite love for me, and I can’t even remember to get on my knees every morning and night to thank him. I cannot remember to do the small simple things that he has asked of me in return. How selfish can I be? And even being selfish, he is not mad at me. He is hurt, and yearns for me to talk to him and strengthen that relationship, but he forgives me as soon as I ask for it.

The savior goes on to say, “whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” ... “For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?” The way I am going, how much am I going to lose if all I focus on is my school, my career? How absorbed am I going to let myself get before I realize what a terrible mistake I have made? I have always been selfish – and perhaps that is just the natural man, but I feel I have been especially selfish. I have always wanted to be the best I could be. I took the hardest classes, participated in the most exclusive choirs and shows, worked the most prestigious jobs; I loved every minute of it. They were good things, even great things to be participating in. But were they the best? Has my life become a check list? A competition against myself to prove that I can do whatever I put my mind to? I applied to MIT because I wanted to prove that I could go if I wanted to. I want to go to grad school, and potentially get my PhD; but why do I want to? Is it really going to help my career that much? Am I ever going to use it? Or do I just want to be able to say that I have my doctorate in Biomedical Engineering? I don’t really know. I have to make sure that I have my priorities in line. Grad school, and a fabulous career are wonderful things. But I have to make sure that I am okay with giving them up if they are not the BEST choice for my life at that point in time. I need to always remember the gifts that I have been given and where they come from. I cannot take advantage of them. They are GIFTS. They did not just come to me by chance, but I must use them for the right reasons in the right ways.  I have to focus first and foremost on the BEST things for my life.  I have to refocus on the Savior, on his work and his gospel.  If I can lose myself in his work, than I will find myself and accomplish more than I ever could on my own.

Sunday, January 30

Team Hoyt

Team Hoyt is an inspirational story of a father, Dick Hoyt, and his son, Rick, who compete together in marathons and triathlons across the country. 
Hear their incredible story here.



"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me" -Philippians 4:13

Friday, January 14

Condoleezza Rice

Condoleezza Rice spoke today at a BYU Forum.
It was AMAZING.  
this post will be long, but I thought I would share my notes
For BYU's article on the event, click here

To start off, did you know that Dr. Rice is one of my biggest idols?
I almost cried many times today.
It was so overwhelming, I can't even explain.

AND she's from Birmingham, Alabama : )



now, for her thoughts:
"Today's headlines and history's judgement are rarely the same"

It is not the large countries that we should be worried about war with. A broken, FAILED, weak country, Afghanistan attacked us.  Ironically, Taliban means students, so a group of students attacked our country. 

Every man, woman and child deserves to live in freedom.  The United States is the only country who truly advocates this truth. 

Every dictator fears the moment when their people no longer fear them. 

Creativity and innovation remain the forte of the United States. 

Despite the bad thoughts, people are glad that the U.S. is there to fight battles, aids, hunger, and tragedy. 

It doesn't matter where you came from, it matters where you are going... 
that is what draws people to the United States. We want people who are energetic and ambitious to be a part of the U.S. for generations to come. 

There is a transforming power about education.

Our greatest national threat is the decay of our k-12 educational system.

We are not held together by religion, blood, or nationality.  We are held together by the American myth/dream. 

Faith and education combined - the essence of being human is to integrate the knowledge of what is with the truth of what might be

Find your passion - what will make you get up every day and say, "I want to do this."  Take the time to find your passion and opportunities will open up that you never imagined. 

When you overcome something that is hard, you know you can handle all of life's challenges.  
So take something hard.

Take advantage of the study abroad opportunities, learn languages,
KEEP YOUR OPTIMISM.
As educated people, you have a responsibility to be optimistic. If we cannot be optimistic, with all the opportunities available to us, then who can be?

You might not be able to control your circumstances - but you can control your response to those circumstances.

When feeling non-optimistic, remember that
What at the time seems impossible - 
in retrospect often seems inevitable


Though Dr. Rice is of the Presbyterian faith, I actually received a lot of Gospel insight in her words.

We are aware of the large threats to our personal happiness and eternal salvation - pornography, adultery, addiction, etc. - but more often than not, it is the smaller things that will take us down.  Becoming relaxed in our daily studies and prayer, not paying our tithing, service.  Overlooking these things will allow the ultimate terrorist, Satan, to attack us. 

The Atonement is one of the greatest blessings of the Gospel, it is what allows us to return to our Heavenly Father.  None of us are perfect, and without the Saviors ultimate sacrifice, we would not be able to return to live with him again.  It is absolutely true, "It doesn't matter where you came from, it matters where you are going."  It doesn't matter what mistakes you have made, we have the opportunity to be cleansed of it all. Through baptism, repentance, and through taking the sacrament every week. 

We are all given trials.  How we handle our trials defines who we are. We all have the capability to overcome every trial that is laid before us. It is hard, very hard.  But not impossible. Embrace the trial with absolute faith. When you make it through, you will be a thousand times happier, stronger, more faithful than before.  You will look back on that period in your life, grateful for the trial; for without it, you would not be the person you are now. 

I could go on and on about my thoughts from this forum, but this post is already way past long.
It was amazing. Period.
If you ever have the opportunity to hear her speak
DO IT.
You will not regret it.   

Monday, January 10

Live Day by Day

excerpts from tonight's fireside by Elder D. Todd Christofferson


Live day by day- yes, look to the future- but it is a bunch of days that make up a full lifetime...

When we pray daily for help for the things out of our power, we must first be sure we are doing all that IS within our power...

manna today can be as real as the physical manna of biblical times

SMALL DAILY BITES

I don't want you to give in to the pressure of the moment.  Look through it and get through the day.  Don't look ahead to the pain, just get through the day. Take it one day at a time. 

our consistency in small simple things can lead to great things.  Even the mundane daily tasks become the building blocks of a great and glorious future....

before bed each night, think about the successes and failures of the day and thank the Lord for the manna he gave you

Saturday, January 8

Thank you


Especially when it is for the better :)

3:00 A.M. last night, 
finally heading to bed after far too many hours of school work
a date
and a movie with Kelly.
I check yet again to see if a spot had opened up;
doubtful.
To my surprise, there is ONE spot.
I reloaded the page multiple times to make sure I wasn't dreaming.
But it was there, 
that Glorious spot, 
the spot that at least 14 other people are praying for too,
the spot that will make my semester a million times better.
So I took it.
And I am so very incredibly happy.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.
The Lord works in mysterious ways. 

Tuesday, December 28

A Christmas Post

‘Twas the morn’ after Christmas and all through the halls
Not a creature was stirring, not even the dog.
The clothes were unpacked from their luggage with care,
Waiting for a week full of fun, and play fair.


The family was sleeping all warm in their beds
While memories of Christmas day danced in their heads.
And I in my new pajamas, gray pink and black,
Had just arisen from a nice nightly nap.


When in the next room there arose such a clatter
I sprang from my bed to see what was the matter
“We may not be able to attend church today,
I’ve called the branch President; we’ll see what they say.”


Out the window we saw all the new fallen snow;
A rare occurrence for Alabama, my home sweet home.
The road conditions were potentially rough,
But that branch at the lake sure needed our love.
With 30 minutes to spare, we showered and dressed quick,
Then headed off to Jasper, “Let’s hope it’s not slick.”



Much smaller than usual, the numbers that came
All nineteen attendees, my visiting family knew by name.
With the presidency and speakers all up on the stand,
The remaining congregation I could count on one hand.


The meeting began, President welcomed us all,
He thanked us for coming despite the snow fall.
After introducing the program and family to speak,
The first little boy stood up on his feet.


He turned his small head and looked at his mother;
When a giggle arose, he whispered “shut up” to his brother.
After his father rendered a short attitude check,
We watched as his nerves quickly turned to a speck.


The testimony born by this small southern boy
Was on Jesus Christ and Christmas, on happiness and joy.
When he concluded his talk, the spirit filled the room
And the other two children peacefully read Luke 2.


They, too, bore their testimonies on the Savior and his love
On the gift of eternal life, and our Father above.
The mother spoke on Mary, her loyalty and confidence;
The father, blessings and promises of the Atonement.


The spirit was strong the whole meeting through            
And confirmed in our hearts the truths we all knew.
The meeting concluded as one last hymn was sung.
Though choppy and pitchy, it sound like bells rung.


We said our goodbyes, gave hugs, and shook hands;
Many asked how school was, what was in my plans.
Auburn football was mentioned, that fact is true;
But who wouldn’t mention the great orange and blue?
Our friends, the Holly’s - an appropriate name,
Agreed that Cam Newton deserves his fame.



Through the windows we watched as the white hills rolled by;
We laughed and we talked and enjoyed the long drive
Home from another wonderful sacrament meeting.
We offered support that they’d greatly been needing.
 
The true spirit of Christmas is one we cannot see.
It is something we feel when we try to be as He.
It’s service and charity and love for one another
When we treat all around us as sister or brother.

It’s being thankful for the blessings we have in our lives;
The people, the talents, the opportunities, the re-tries.
The true spirit of Christmas should be had through the year
Merry Christmas to all, let’s spread the good cheer : )


Friday, December 17

all the more rewarding

my TA just personally texted me, thanking me for "being able to write a cohesive paper"...
after inquiring as to which paper he was referring to, he responded,

"Well they were all really good. And at a certain point I just stopped making comments...
 but good work! And excellent job in your scene btw."

yeah,
 you know that FABULOUS scene where I made audience members cry; 
and the actors in the next show cry 
to the point that they could not perform their best 
because they were so overwhelmed with what we had presented?
THAT scene.  
The Braves.

It's moments like this that make hard work all the more rewarding.

photo via papertissue

Tuesday, December 7

refocusing

Tonight I refocused. 
I read a few talks.

Elder M. Russell Ballard, April 1995, "Answers to Life's Questions"

“We cannot keep all the commandments without first knowing them, and we cannot expect to know all, or more than we now know unless we comply with or keep those we have already received” (Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith, p. 256).

Elder Russel M. Nelson, October 2008 session, "Celestial Marriage"

"Wise shoppers study their options thoroughly before they make a selection. They focus primarily on the quality and durability of a desired product. They want the very best. In contrast, some shoppers look for bargains, and others may splurge, only to learn later—much to their dismay—that their choice did not endure well. And sadly, there are those rare individuals who cast aside their personal integrity and steal what they want. We call them shoplifters.
"The patterns of the shopper may be applied to the topic of marriage. A couple in love can choose a marriage of the highest quality or a lesser type that will not endure. Or they can choose neither and brazenly steal what they want as “marital shoplifters.”

These are both very good talks.  I love GC and all the leaders of this church. They always know just what I need. 


Friday, November 26

Thanksgiving


Its been a wonderful Thanksgiving break thus far : )
I am so grateful to my wonderful friends 
who make every day brighter. 
I am thankful for my family, 
for their constant love and support;
for their encouragement to push through when times are tough;
for their faith in me.
I am thankful for their hard work
and dedication to the Lord, 
and am so blessed to have them.
I am eternally grateful to my Heavenly Father,
he has given me more than I could ever ask for, 
and loves me unconditionally
even when I do not show that love in return.
I love him with all my heart.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, 
and thank you. 

Monday, November 22

...what does it have to do with flying an airplane?

I know this post is long,
but take the time to read it.
It is so important to remember at this time in our lives. 


"When stress levels rise, when distress appears, when tragedy strikes, too often we attempt to keep up the same frantic pace or even accelerate, thinking somehow that the more rushed our pace, the better off we will be.
"One of the characteristics of modern life seems to be that we are moving at an ever-increasing rate, regardless of turbulence or obstacles.
"Let’s be honest; it’s rather easy to be busy. We all can think up a list of tasks that will overwhelm our schedules. Some might even think that their self-worth depends on the length of their to-do list. They flood the open spaces in their time with lists of meetings and minutia—even during times of stress and fatigue. Because they unnecessarily complicate their lives, they often feel increased frustration, diminished joy, and too little sense of meaning in their lives.
"It is said that any virtue when taken to an extreme can become a vice. Overscheduling our days would certainly qualify for this. There comes a point where milestones can become millstones and ambitions, albatrosses around our necks.
"Elder Dallin H. Oaks, in a recent general conference, taught, 'We have to forego some good things in order to choose others that are better or best because they develop faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and strengthen our families'.
"Leonardo da Vinci is quoted as saying that 'simplicity is the ultimate sophistication'.
"My dear brothers and sisters, we would do well to slow down a little, proceed at the optimum speed for our circumstances, focus on the significant, lift up our eyes, and truly see the things that matter most. Let us be mindful of the foundational precepts our Heavenly Father has given to His children that will establish the basis of a rich and fruitful mortal life with promises of eternal happiness. They will teach us to do 'all these things … in wisdom and order; for it is not requisite that [we] should run faster than [we have] strength. [But] it is expedient that [we] should be diligent, [and] thereby … win the prize.'"
- Elder Dieter F. Uchtdorf, "Of Things That Matter Most" October 2010 General Conference



This was a beautiful talk from this past conference. Please take the time to read the entire talk here

Tuesday, November 16

It is done

only about 10 hours of sleep this weekend.
But I FINISHED. 
I honestly didn't think it was possible;
I hadn't planned on writing the paper,
or finishing the math.

I had weighed out the consequences 
and come to the conclusion that the not even touching the big paper would still leave me with a solid A.
Doing a crap job on it would leave me with an even higher A. 
My math homework, though VERY beneficial to my knowledge and understanding of the subject matter, 
is only worth about .001% of my final grade.  
So I could handle not finishing it. 

My only concern 
was finishing writing two computer programs. 
and after spending 6 hours in the lab Saturday and just barely finishing an assignment
I did not think it humanly possible. 

MIRACULOUSLY
I finished the second lab in record time.
AND had time to complete ALL my math homework. 
AND wrote the paper,
a FULL LENGTH paper, 
a GOOD full length paper.

The Lord works in mysterious ways. 
He really does.
Because there physically were not enough hours in the day.  
Even beginning work at midnight last night and only sleeping 5 hours. 

But it happened.
I finished. 
And I am so grateful.