having feelings.
If you act like a friend, that's all you will ever be.
If you play hard to get, they never get the hint.
If you get your hopes up, they get shot right back down.
and of course,
no matter what you tell yourself,
you do it anyways.
No matter how many times you convince yourself it's not real
when that fact comes true,
you are hurt.
it's all so stupid.
I feel like an idiot.
I hate it.
I hate being a girl.
I hate having emotions.
Why can't I just be oblivious?
I don't think emotions are the problem here. Think about it.
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